Well I've done it again

So I ran from my problems yet again. It seems like that's all I know how to do is run, I blame my father because that's all he is know for, well besides being a Indian giver, a liar, a woman beater, crazy, mental issues if you know what I mean.... Okay my dad is know for a lot of things! I have learned I picked up a few traits of his! Which is bad so bad! I won't get any where running from my problems! I will miss Delilah's first day of school. That hurts me so badly! I keep telling myself I am going to make something of myself here, but to be honest I am scared that I am only here because I ran. I used to dream about how happy I would be here, yet I can't stop thinking about how I miss it. I am hurting staying there or here, it seems like I never win, I don't want to run my whole life. So I guess my eating habits are back again. I think Sammy can tell because she gets upset when I don't eat but I am to upset to eat so I kinda don't, I don't want to tell her that because I love it here! I like my room and I love having a bed!! I like my job, well I think! And I can make something of myself here! But I miss Delilah so much it's hurting me, I can't stop thinking about jimmy! Why? I have no fucking clue, I mean I know he isn't thinking of me so why do I keep wasting my time on some one who lives so far away, I won't let him know but he is the main reason I moved!! I moved because hearing his name or seeing his house hurt! So I ran from the problem yet again! Way to go
Xoxo
Princess Tiffany