New phone number pains

Getting a new number isn't a big deal at all, right? Yet why is it bothering me so much? Maybe it's because that number I had for four year, and changing it is like actually letting go of the old me. Strange enough but it is. New number new Beginning and that's a tad bit scary. For real it is, its not about the number being changed its the whole letting go of the last part of the old me. I lost all the old pictures of  me and jimmy well I only had like four from a drunken night but still I can no longer look at them! That awesome this so helping me move on right?? The whole letting go it tariffing though! Life goes on! New number new Beginning
Xoxo
Princess t