curently i over thinking

I may over think a lot. However i am usually corccet in my over thinking, such as this weekend i just know that Kiddo is not going to come but maybe i am just over thinking this. i know i over think things such as emotional wise like i over think my emotions and i am pretty sure that has alot to do with my anxiety. which is getting worse and worse by the day but thats something that leads to another  day. Back to the emotional part of over thinking, I over think my emotional. for an example liking someone and then i begin to think what if they don't like me back and i am in the friend zone or rather they are just being nice to be out of pity and i am taking their nice behavior to whole noter level. then i over think it and end up pushing them away and i am a lonely single woman for the st of my life.  so where i am going with this is that this Saturday or today if you will because is damn near 12 and i am not any whrere near ending this. well i am not to sure actually but i am the middle of a deep converstaion with a friend! hold the phone tiffy has made a friend! okay back to the blog. so Kiddo is coming over arond 8ish from victoria and i live in cypress and that like a two hour drive without traffic! so i am not to sure with he is just toying with my emotions because when i went down there to see him i end up playing poker instead and lost track of time and ditched him i felt horrible. so i am pretty sure i am over thinking this but what if he is just saying this so i can be sitting around waiting for him and he can be like oh hhahahahah! eveil man laugh!  so i guess if he is not here by ten i will be blogging about how horrible i am going to fell!  i guess we can only wait and see but its the waiing that makes me have so much to thin which leads to over thinking! i hope i am overthinking this because some male attenion would be lovely. i am deffintly an attenion seeking gal:) 
just to cuddle up would be lovely but i need a makeout seesion, sound sleezy i know but however i want that and if i am not ovethinking and it turns out my trust issuse are real i am going somehow drive to victoria and kick him in the chin!
xoxo
princess t